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Monday, January 03, 2005, 10:20 AM

Was nearly late for class today. Woke up feeling numb and really really sick. Might be a result of facing the computer the whole day fixing my friend's blog. Or it may be the dream that I had. Or maybe as an aftermath of pissing my friend off last night. Or it could be the goddamn weather perhaps?

Gah. I think all of them had a contributal factor.

Anyways, about the dream I had.

I was sitting in the bus, I think, and for some reason, I just left my wallet beside me, on the seat. Nobody noticed the wallet, and the whole bus was filled with bangla's. I'm no racist, by the way, but that's just how the dream went.

When I finally decided to retrieve my wallet, a fierce looking bangla sat beside me and demanded my wallet. I naturally refused of course. Who in the world would surrender their wallet to an unknown man?

That guy then started shouting at me in a really fierce booming voice which was when I shouted back. The goddamn retard even threatened to yank off my ear stud should I resist further.

And he did.

That was when I snapped.

Well, not really snap, it's kinda more like morphing. Funny thing how too much animes can affect your brain.

So I morphed in a way that I didn't really change. Not much at least. I could feel my finger nails growing longer as well as the enormous amount of energy derived from rage itself. By then I was already half awake, but I thought I'd stay a little longer to see the end parade.

Time to kick some bangla ass.

I went into a crazy rage and started punching and punching at that guy. Non stop. I didn't care if he died or anything. In fact, I think I really really wanted him dead.

Did I mention that my ear lobe was unharmed even though the stud was pierced out?

Anyways, that was when I decided to wake up. Wasn't a need to see the man's dying face. He was a dead man for sure.

Oh joy.

I woke up feeling kinda sick. Not that this is the first time I had such kickass dreams. I've had a couple of those, and everytime I did, I woke up feeling good.

Yea, kickass good.

Maybe I felt sick because I was pissing my friend off in the comfort of my own home. To make a long story short, it ended up with her preaching me and me preaching back.

Do I acknowledge the existence of Christ? Sure I do. Just like I acknowledge the existence of all the other Gods our fellow humans pray to. But in life, you only tread on one path, and I choose to follow the religion of Buddhisim. Nothing wrong with that.

I admit I'm not a firm hardcore Buddhist. But at least I believe. That's good enough.

And yes, I believe in other religions too.

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