Tuesday, April 18, 2006, 11:04 AM
It's really tiring when you start thinking that making others happy would make your day. Because we are not shaped to be this way.
Reading some of my blog entries made me realised that I have not really been blogging for myself. More for others. For the sake of entertaining the lot. Because I enjoy the attention and what I might write would probably bore the hell out of anyone who reads it.
It's tiring.
It's been a long time since I blogged and I realised it's about time for me to start liking myself. There really isn't a point for me to isolate myself from my wants. If everyone gives in to each other, revolutions ain't gonna happen.
Been so lazy lately that I don't even feel like going out, or even getting out of my chair. I'm just a piece of paper floating around in the breeze, waiting for my destination to come to me. Waiting to be filled up.
So much in the process of discovering myself.
