Monday, September 21, 2009, 7:47 PM
I love singing.
Before I started working, I used to have quite a lot of karaoke sessions with different groups of friends. Singing soothes my soul and allows me to express myself... it's not something that can merely be described in words.
But today, I have come to the sad realization that I might have permanently scarred my voice box from all shouting too much. It just hurts when I try to hit a higher key.
Yes, dear friends, I might never go to another K-session with you again. For that, I apologize.
I never thought that the damage was that bad... even though I had regained my voice for quite a while now, it appears that it has not fully recovered. I can only stay hopeful that it would eventually come back to me...
I admit that my singing is nothing fabulous, but if I can't even get my normal singing voice back, there really is nothing much left for me. It is my only window to music.
There goes another step for me to become a good for nothing. Maybe I really am not good enough for anyone.
